love aint real.

love is
so unpredictable
so unfair
confusing
complex
there when you need it
gone when you want it.
but really always around.
one of the biggest illusions.
you think one thing
feel another
and then theres what is really occurring.
don’t give up on your peace.
it shouldn’t make you give up much
but your old ways and bad days.
1+1 & 2+2 type simplicity.
we were taught what to think of it.
but we aren’t the best at showing it
expressing it.
letting it go.
when the times get tough do you run.
or do you step in a slightly damp sidewalk of concrete
so you can get stuck
watching every one else happily
not
in love
love ain’t real.
but it is.
and sometimes it isn’t.
but its wanted.
vulnerable.
needy.
it is love.