i have a bad habit
of falling for men
who arent really men at all.
at least not the man for me.
ill walk around with my heart
on my sleeve
and the first raise of attention
that resembles something that i had once craved
but grown out of.
its what im used to.
the faster things come
the faster things go.
and it makes me sick that i put so much trust
into a person.
a person that didn’t want to be honest with me
except when ive made him angry,
but wanted me to open up fully.
i was too sensitive.
but what does this mean?
i didn’t let the world harden my soul
im still here.
and i take that in pride.
but i get it.
ill do better.
ill learn not to fall for me who can’t
love me fully.
all of me.
without complaints.
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