Fall and Rise

disgusted. frustrated. bland.
I had thought about giving up
breaking everything down into
little pieces,
burning it,
moving on from another little
"dream".
I had played over and over
in my head
what this process could take,
how far I could take it,
what would happen when I fail.
when I fail.
I didn't even give myself the
opportunity to succeed,
without thinking that I was
going to get stuck.
Breathe.
motivation. determination. mindset.
I had to change my mindset,
reverse my thoughts,
break myself
to put myself back together
in better pieces.
I am capable of anything,
I have so much power
within myself
that I just have to channel and use.
I am.
I am.
I am.
Speak it into existence.
Be it.